hiya,,,,im sooo tired,,,
im guess i might go to bed soon after i type my little kidiary,,,
i went to a wild camp with fatV this weekend,,,
it was sooo much fun during the camping,,,
we went for finshing and seeking for the shell fish,,[摸蜆]]...
i just enjoying my time at the site,,,
n looking forward for the next camp trip,,,
1 thing it happended  its reli unbelieveable,,,
it was a rainny weekend at hk,,,
but i can be able to let myself get tanned n burn..=0="""
i reli dunno whts going on with my body,,,
it seems like reli strange,,,
omg,,,reli sleepy,,,
better go to sleep now,,
nite guys,,

so happy to heard that my cousin is coming over from HK
this will be the 1st time she come to US
i'm planning to spare out some times to go to mainland with her
maybe go to LA or Los Vegas... haven't decided yet
i'm sure she will like it
now i gotta finsih up whatever projects that's on hand
so that i can go to this trip!

i am so tired ...
haha XD
the coming tuesday i got hu bio test...
SH!!
i hate it....
recently i found that i love LANEIGE so much!!!!
i plan to go back HK and buy all the things from Laneige in December!
haha!

this looks pretty interesting..

well today is my first day lurking around kidoors, i wonder if its the pinkness of this forum that gives off such a friendly vibe..since other forums that i go to are hardly ever "pink"

today is the first day of my 2 week long intersemester break! a much needed holiday since i have been getting pretty bored of uni.. y'all know how it is. =P

looking forward to spending the next 2 weeks doing absolutely nothing.. wait, hold that thought. with 3 assignments and 2 tests awaiting to kick my arse i think id end up looking like this   

anyway thats it for today, will add more if i swing by tomorrow.

after the trip i went now i'm back to busy
even more busier then before...
i miss kidoors so much
didn't have time to come here
i even have to quit to be the 2 section keeper
that's sucks...
before i usually have at least 1/2 hour to come to kidoors a day
now.... i think i only have 1/2 hour to come to kidoors a WEEK!
that's a lot of different...
hopeing to have more spare time for myself
so that i can come back and work with all my friends in here~

suddenly i feel so moody. this few days i encountered a lot of problems. from my work and studies. i just feel like everyday is not my day. when can these problems get out of my sight? im not myself anymore. so stress everyday and the most damn thing is i started to hate my life. anyway i wont go and kill myself...

hope that i can feel much more better. too bad for me...
i wish to save myself out of this.

hi dear kidiary...
how r u?
recently, im being lazy...
everything...i just feel tired...
sometimes i would think, why do i study so hard?
for what?
i know thw answer, but just don't wanna face it...
um...moody..
go to school...nothing special...nothing surprise..

hi, Kidiary
well i'm new to Kidoors, like really new.
in fact, i just subscribed yesterday.
i just happened to pass by this section and i found this exciting thread. i'm ashamed to
admit it, but i type chinese very slow. i even type English faster. = = so this forum is
like heaven to me. ohohoho...

ok, then

my life is not so interesting yet. Since i'm graduating this year, the workload is ultra
heavy. i so look forward to the holidays, so i can come to Kidoors more often. By far,
i've met many interesting replies.
oh, and also i'm learning hot to drive too. Actually, i'm only learning the theories.

Let the right turning car go first. Park 5m away from the intersection...and so forth.
So boring. i know theory's really important but i really just want to drive so i can go
anywhere i want. (of course, i have no car T=T)

My school work is currently very...um...good and bad. i mean, i am totally satisfied with my results but my parents are totally totally disappointed. >_<
Nevermind, just a few more weeks and i'm going, going, GONE!!! WAHAHAHAHA! (i've lost
it)

there are some really high achieving students in my school, so hopefully my results
don't appear too bad. AMEN!

before i came today, i read the "letter to the scuba divers" and i got really depressed...
because i really feel sorry for the people who worked so hard to make this forum a better place.
but i don't know how i can help except to type replies. and i don't really know how the replies should be. for example, if i'm downloading from a thread. i'll reply. the thing is that i haven't seen what i download (it takes two weeks for me to download a game) SO, i can't really type a good reply.

like today i downloaded a game and i replied: thank you louzu for sharing this file. i've been looking for it for ages. does this take a long time to play?
is this cliche? i really don't know what kind of replies can thank louzus properly.

anyways, sorry that i have to spill and nag. i'll try to make a better diary next time.

AMBITION: try not to scuba dive!

Wellifang

Hi, Kidiary.
i just can't help but tell you that i just finished downloading a BL game called "Absolute Obedience" i don't think i'm a 同人女 but i guess the game will push me to become one once i play it.

i found out in another forum that some people discriminate the 同人女. Even the gay people discriminate the group. So it goes like "normal" guys discriminate against homosexuals. and both groups discriminate against the 同人女s. i'm a bit concerned. is that realy a big deal? it's only a personal liking. i've read some BL novels before (mild ones) and i don't understand why those articles offend people. they are just words. Are love stories of two males that different to others? or may be i'm too young to see things in a 'correct' perspective?

i'm still going to play the game though... after all, it took me 800mb of downloading space.

i promised last time to say something cheerful so there goes:
why did Hitler kill himself?
...because he got his gas bills!

Dear Kidiary,
i'm now in the middle of a frantic search of "did you know"
because the "did you know" section in Kidoors say that if i submit five entries a day i get silvers.
i put in five yesterday and now i'm really really struggling for my next five.

how am i supposed to last 5 days la....> <

anyways it's been fun posting diaries on this thread and i hope more people do this too.

Tonight is the last night i work with this boss. They just sold the business to another vietnemese couple. For the 6 months i worked with this boss, it is much fun . All i have to do is just standing in front of the washing machine and put in dishes , and i get pay. I only work weekends too, because during "Dim Sum" times there is way more dishes going thru the day, so they hired me as an extra.
Tomorrow on, i'll be working with the new boss. For all the staffs, the morning shift chef , preparation cook, and I was the only stayed. I seriously doubt my new boss will be able to handle the busy traffic during weekends with so few staffs working for him ( IT IS TERRIBLY BUSY during sunday dim sum time, we have 9 staffs in total but we were still short in hands )

Well we'll see from tomorrow and on.

(On a plus side, i'll make some new friends since there is 2 new waitress and 1 new waiter got hired )

BTW, i'm new to this Forum, nice to meet you everyone

Dear Kidiary,

First night working with the new boss, just got home around 11:30, worked 7.5 hours since 3:30 this afternoon. I THINK HE IS NUTS, i usually get off work at 9 >.< so tired. Yet again tomorrow i still have school and then WORK AGAIN oh gosh

On a side note, tomorrow i'll get to see the new waiter and waitress, hope they are easy going person we'll see

Well , i'm gonna write another entry tomorrow probably

hi, Kidiary
i have FINISHED all my exams.
FINISHED - FINITO - FINALE
sorry, i'm a bit crazy right now...
but, BUT BBUUTT i'm now opening my arms and embracing my long long holidays now.
lalalalalalalala
i'm spinning around in circles right now.

i think i'm going to have some moments of insanity before i go back to normals again.
whew, the exam blocks are just too stressing.

going to play games now...bye

This seems like fun~ Sharing thoughts~

Lately, my life is really getting messy. All those tests and exams just get scrumbled up in one single month...
I hate having to do all the things at the same time - Applying for Colleges in the US, sitting for the SAT and dealling with the JUPAS application.
I just averse this kind of life. A life that seems some full but meaningless at the same time!
I don't want to face it, I don't borther to face it. Trying to read, I feel more emptyness within me.
Notwithstanding my aversion, I still have to live my life.
The world is changing fast, a lot of things change ina split second, but not for my life...
Still, I hope all these will just fade away when I wake up tomorrow morning.

well.. craps around me been bothering lately.. so yeah. i guess here is where i can get my thoghts out without peopel judgeing me ..... so here it goes..

ok now... the thing that been bothering me awhole lot is grades. ah!!!! fricking grade...
personally, i dont really care. all i want is like all c's.
but, no........... everybody wants more. once you give them more, they just want more and more.
yes i know that everybody wants me to go to a good college... but hey. i dont like school..
school is so annoying.. all the fricking teachers are all hard graders.. like my effing biology theacher...
fricking short azz.... i didnt even do crap in her class. i been soo good in her class... and she give me a bad grade....
everybody else all get good grade but me..... ah.... frick her......

another thing is my friend.. christine... she been liking this guy pete for like a year and a little bit more now.....
so what happened is that... she likes him.. and every time that he walks by at lunch...
she would think that he just doing it for her...
and when she walks to class.... he might be walking in back of her... and she would think that he is stocking her.
is just so annoying that she's always talking about him.. she talking nothing but him.
if you try to talk about something else.. she would somehow goes back to him...
so on friday she finally want me to tell tyler(pete's friend) that she likes pete. right
so i told tyler. and he was like i already know like a year ago... so i told ask did he told pete
he yes. but he's not sure if pete know who she is.... and now she is all sad..
ok... im not the kind of friend who dont care how my friends feel or like that.....
but come on now.... he doesnt even know you, and you had never talk to him before... you only like him because you think he's hot...
other than that.. you dont know anything thing about him.... and the more important part is that....
he doesn't even know you.... shouldnt you be like get out of it????
she is soooo into her own little world... a guy try to make friend with her
and she say that that guy likes her..... come on now .... he just wants to be friend... nothing more than a friend
i still love her as my friend to death..... but these things just keep bothering me i just need to get that out

lets talk about something brighter．．．．．．
well.... i dont have any love in my life right now..
before.. i loved xu.. this one guy i like for the europe trip...
but now i guess we havent talk for like 4 months now... so i gues if i ever see him again...
he's better of being my older bro.. so yea..
but i really do love him a lot... first i thought that he is really cute.. but when he started to talk to me
we could talk for whole day.. for example. when we were in rome.. we talk the whole day..
we talk almost none stop.. throght rome. on the plane. on the way back to hk..  we talk througt out....
i could really be myself with him.. and the more time i spend with him.... i just wanna be with him more..
the more i talk to him...... the more i feel like we been knowing each other for a long time...
when i talk to him... i feel like myself.. i feel like i have nothing to hide.. i wanted to tell him more..
and when i think about him, i have this smile on my face....
but since we dont even live on the same country.. so i figured that we better off just be friends or brother and sister...
i hope that we will see each other again next summer.... 100152 100152


so yea... this post might make me seem like a hater... but whatever.. i just posting what had been bothering me for a long time. and just try to get that out.... so yea... that's it for now ..

                                                                                                                                
                        

                                                                                                            ．．．．．．．．．．and this did make me feel better

[ 本帖最後由 angelanqi91 於 2007-12-17 09:39 AM 編輯 ]

auntie 5, you'll be always missing....
u said u gonna come to hawaii and visit me again
u said u gonna come and live with me for couple months
but now u sent to another place instead
and decided to stay there forever

when i was in hk this year july,
to me u look very healthy, just that kind of skinny like usual
didnt' know that u were suffering already
i'm sorry

u are my coolest auntie of all time

i'll be missing u!

I know i'm way behind everybody else...
but today i finally watched the 12th Conan movie: Full Score of Fear...
i find it much better than the last one...and there were so much humour...
if fact, i'm now having an impulse of posting a movie review on the forum...
i guess i'll start now...

PS it was simply supernatural to call by singing =  =